"Reminiscences" of Dr. José Luis López

Reminiscences

Ambassador Dr. José Luis López

Puerto Rico

It was foolish for the incredulous to have trusted in something unforeseen, to have to exhaust an effort to recover a totally inaccessible event, it is funny to have thought about that love, from which I will never return to this imagination, therefore, I insisted like crazy to attract the photo of someone who hurt the hope of satisfying that useless thing, and who, due to delusion, falls into the clutches of a labyrinth, without finding the door that leads to that crucible, which fuels a great illusion, nevertheless causes in memory, eviction, and even worse , a spark of unsustainable gall, slowly breaks the blood, turning it into a dehumanizing poison. What a shame it could be, to dream of an indelible drama, what a beastly atonement of what I could come to believe, but encouraged to be, mute, and vile. Reminiscences, raw, evil diaspora of undeserving events to so many precious sequences of a tiny existence. Such a paradox that precedes the uncertainty of a foreign principle, or perhaps unknown to what is conceivable, I do not believe that a heartbeat of the soul develops an entity that compares, or even less, equals what was experienced at that time. Questions circulate in the brain, longing to escape from that gloomy vision that corrupts so deeply, what is felt in this cycle of, perhaps, disastrous ambivalence. Reminiscences, trapped in an oblivion that no one can help, drowned in murky receptors that wait to culminate what has previously occurred, intangible. And in turn, it becomes unavoidable.

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